What is this??? A nervous laugh thru the entire talk?? Almost like he's not taking the experience at face value....like when he was in denial before he had that final ashma attack.Thank you for the opportunity to hear this but I hope he's not really laughing in denial again.I found it upsetting to say the least...no judgement on him...I don't think dying is a joke.
Rob is incredibly genuine if you actually know him and he is being true to form here. It is a painful experience with also the strangeness of how liminal being in form is to begin with. I think the laughter and tears really embody the paradox that is living in him. ❤️